I wanted to update since daysss ago but too caught up with a lot of other things. HEHE. Currently updating from sis's house since the broadband at home is hampeh-ing itself, with only half-screen laptop while the other half is currently used to watch khalif's racing car show (or else, there's no way im gonna update this blog)
First and foremost....Alhamdulillah... All praise to Allah for u-know-what... Everything.. No word can ever explain how grateful i am.. Alhamdulillah.. And congratulation friends!
So that's end the POP PH rotation. End of Degree Part I. Well, there's another big part coming for the remaining 6-7 months of med-skool. Another torturing hopefully as enjoyable as the POP PH rotation. Seriously, it was a tough with its own ups and downs time, but a really really enjoyable ride, of course with the whole bunch of fun-people around to share the ride.
So now is the elective time a.k.a stress-free-i-wanna-relax-big-time!. I wonder how im gonna go thru this 6-weeks of elective in sg. buloh hospital. Dont ask me why i chose that hosp.
2ndly, the night after we finished the exam, went to Tao-sushi kat autocity juru for some binge-after-exam time. OHMYGOD, there's no way im going to eat with them ever again! Gile giant kut diorg nih! MAkan laju gile...banyak mana tu xyah citerla.. But the food was superb. I dont think we took picture. Apa2 pun berbaloi jugakla 57 hinggit aku. ehehe.
3rdly, went to Teluk bayu to celebrate jibam's birthday.
The once-be tokna's kampung. How i missed the place. Seeing the house that is still there, sadly, it is no longer ours'. Pictures credits to anep and marisa..
Spent the whole morning playing and beach-ing... Whole morning. Okay, these people can really be out-of-control when it comes to games.. galah panjang..baling selipa..bola tampar..soccer...ape lagi...Gile banyak tenaga kut diorg ni...
And not to forget...the water...memang kecut la segala kulit2 yang ada...ehhe
but it was fun!
Super fun!
the sweetest hubby and wife
the sweet
the un-sweetest among the sweetest.. no worries dear.. go up, up and awayyy... egege
3rdly, went for a short trip toLAngkawi with them...
with along tag along,
for her-pinggan-mangkuk shopping spree.. It was indeed a very short trip, 3 days 2 night, but it was super! If only we could add another day, then it'll be just perfect kan korang. We stayed at PAntai Chenang. The beach was nice and clean..
a perfect dating place... uhukkuhukk..*tercekik
took a ride on the cable car,
jump on a very high bridge on top,
with a fascinating view..
The next day, we took the ferry to pulau payar...
for modelling???
for snorkelling...!!! (but there's no way i am fit for this activity, the life-jacket hates me),
and finally shopping at kuah with along. I wish i could join them to hop-on-off island.. and be as fertile as they were now (telan segelen air kt dayang bunting tu kut budak2 nih).. lol..
So this is the short version of my update. I wish i could upload more pictures. Later la kut. But if and only if the internet bekerjasama. Or else, refer facebook je le.. Hopefully they upload it la.
ok, enuf said. HAppy holiday and elective-ing people! ENjoy!
Okay. im tired. No, my brain is tired.. that is for sure. Ya Allah, please instill the poor brain more strength to go thru these few days. Few more days. OHMYGOD. Pediatrics. Please, please let the love for those sweet-little-innocent-makhluk-kecil-smiles makes me love the subject more. Must put my heart into it. Must! Must!
Simple. Happy. Full of life...and dance-able. The 'rich' at heart will always brings great joy.
p|s: The fallen will get revenge with great joy. Mesti!
"I may not always know what im doing but i'll try to make things better - i promise i'll ask for your help, i cant do this alone, but if you'll take a chance on me we can do great things together, i promise if you believe in me i'll find the courage to reach for your every dream"
p|s: A simple thing can become a wonderful gift if u put a lot of love and happiness in it. walaupun hanya tuka tayar under the not-so-hot sun, tp berpeluh macam hape je. *evil laugh*
So I'm waiting for this test to end So these lighter days can soon begin I'll be alone but maybe more carefree Like a kite that floats so effortlessly I was afraid to be alone Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be All these faces none the same How can there be so many personalities So many lifeless empty hands So many hearts in great demand And now my sorrow seems so far away Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain But I turn them off and tuck them away 'till these rainy days that make them stay And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs And the words still ring, once here now gone And they echo through my head everyday And I dont think they'll ever go away Just like thinking of your childhood home But we cant go back we're on our own But i'm about to give this one more shot And find it in myself I'll find it in myself So were speeding towards that time of year To the day that marks that you're not here And i think I'll want to be alone So please understand if I dont answer the phone I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls Until I can see nothing at all Only particles some fast some slow All my eyes can see is all I know But I'm about to give this one more shot And find it in myself I'll find it in myself
There are some battles that you just cant lose and must continue to fight.
Everyone has an inner strength that will always keep them going..
mimpi dan harapan tercita yg tinggi menjulang tak pernah terluahkan hanyalah di hati tersimpan terpendam keterbatasan diriku menjadi penghalang
sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bila ku harus mencoba bila lagi desah hatiku bila lagi aku harus berani lalu ku bangkit tegak berdiri mengatur langkahku terus mendaki cita2 ku di mercu
mimpi dan harapan bagaikan duri yg mencengkam senangnya ku biar tercita di hati tersimpan terpendam keterbatasan tak wajar menjadi pengahalang
sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bila ku harus mencoba bila lagi desah hatiku bila lagi aku harus berani lalu ku bangkit tegak berdiri mengatur langkahku terus mendaki cita2 ku di mercu
aku mencari kekuatan dalam kelemahan aku temui kejayaan dalam keberanian
Trust in Allah which makes a man powerful is a kind of confidence in Allah, which saves a man from destruction at a time when he is surrounded on all sides by harrowing difficulties, and when he is unable to get help from anyone else, nor is there any hope of getting it from elsewhere.
"How should we not put our trust in Allah when He has shown us our ways? We surely will endure that hurt you do us. In Allah let the trusting put their trust" (Ibrahim: 12)
"Ask forgiveness of your Lord, then turn to Him repentant; He will
cause the sky to rain abundance on you and will add to you strength to
your strength. Turn not away, guilty." (Hud: 52)
She wants to "get what she wants" And she is working on one now.
I'm on my way to being burned up once again. And I've been through this before, a hundred times or more But she keeps me coming back, what am I waiting for. ....she is Living a life. Her life.
p|s: She just got sumthing in superbly embarrassing way. shisssh. There are things that a girl just can-not do and can-never do.
Note to self: In the minutes when you feel so down, weak, on the edge, like your mind body and soul tearing into pieces, losing the courage to go on and feel like you cant do it anymore... the next minute you must take a deep breath, go freshen up, put the pieces back together, tighten in up with an inner strength, and hope and pray...to not lose your way and not to give up.
The best way to instill...fear..no..let it be to instill the strength...and...motivation...and to keep the adrenaline...brain to its maximum functional activity...for;
12-Oct Public Health Essay Written MCQ 13-Oct Psychiatry Written 14-Oct Obs &Gynae Written 15-Oct Obs &Gynae OSCE 19-Oct Paediatrics Written 20-Oct Psychiatry OSCE 21-Oct Psychiatry VIVA 22-Oct Obs &Gynae Clinical VIVA 23-Oct Obs &Gynae Clinical VIVA 27-Oct Paediatrics OSCE 28-Oct Paediatrics Short Cases VIVA 29-Oct Public Health VIVA
Yup apai; To dear brain, "please serve your master well."
Hibernation-mode-activated.
"When the world pushes you to your knees, you are in the perfect position to pray"
All the best class 2010!
p/s: The 'im too dark to shine' said, "we've been thru this many times..but this time we hv each other to go thru this together..." *wink* Perfect bliss.
YA ALLAH.. "...All praises are for you Allah, how I hope that you are there. For sinful though I know I am, your displeasure I can not bear. Forgive me. Save me from the fire of Hell. Forgive me as you did my parents, from Jan'ah though they fell.
Ya Allah ! Protect me. From myself for my soul is weak. Let me not falter ever, for Jan'ah is the abode I seek.
Ya, Allah! Please help me. For I don't understand and thus, I fear. Please guide me. Each footstep that I used to take, I took with you ever near my side. The Quran was my faithful companion, Rasulullah my beloved guide.
Ya, Allah! For the road to Jan'ah is rocky, and the journey seems awfully long. Please help us with our steps in life, and let us not lose our way. All praises are for you Allah, I know that you are near. I know that you have read my heart, and my words I know you hear.."
{The believers, in their love, mercy, and kindness to one another are like a body: if any part of it is ill, the whole body shares its sleeplessness and fever.} Narrated in Saheeh Muslim, #2586, and Saheeh Al-Bukhari, #6011.
PASSION
When you feel all alone in this world And there’s nobody to count your tears Just remember, no matter where you are Allah knows
When you carrying a monster load And you wonder how far you can go With every step on that road that you take Allah knows
No matter what, inside or out There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt Allah knows And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth Every star in this whole universe Allah knows
When you find that special someone Feel your whole life has barely begun You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone Allah knows
When you gaze with love in your eyes Catch a glimpse of paradise And you see your child take the first breath of life Allah knows
When you lose someone close to your heart See your whole world fall apart And you try to go on but it seems so hard Allah knows
You see we all have a path to choose Through the valleys and hills we go With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown Allah knows
Every grain of sand, In every desert land, He knows. Every shade of palm, Every closed hand, He knows. Every sparkling tear, On every eyelash, He knows. Every thought I have, And every word I share, He knows. Allah knows.
