I'm back!

Not to this page. I'm introducing my new page.

Kindly if you dont have important things to do, let share something small and make it awesome!

Visit here -> LYANABANANA



Just for those who curious, lets go down to new path.

Chalos!

i'm saying goodbye to this site as i'm moving to a new one.


final random thoughts

I love this blog altho i'm not good at it, super not good at it, but i love talking 'sampah'.

There are a lot of things in this site that i feel sooo...reluctant to simply delete it. So i choose to put it to an end here and move on to new site. Deleted the link from facebook already and i dont think i'll the new one there. We'll see.

People said, only freed from the past we can embrace the new things. That is change.

I feel like people has been judging me from what has been in my past. Or so i thought la. I cannot change things that has already happen. But all i can hope is they take me as who they see me now. Not then. But if they insist, who am i to stop people from judging. Coz i might just do the same thing anyway...

I want to embrace new things. I want to feel fresh and lively and carefree and 'rainbowy' again.

I want to forget and move on. I want to move on really fast actually. I dearly hoping for that. Coz not able to go on and forget is actually a burden for me. Yep a burden. As much as i thought i was okay, i think i still holding on to hope that he's coming back. Or things would be different. Like i said, i've been hoping too much that i'm so totally drowning myself into it. That is just plain stupid. But i am just an ordinary girl so what if i happen to fall in love with this guy. It's not a mistake to 'accidentally' fall in love kan. just that i cant be that one person that he wants to live with so what else can i say. People make choices. He made his choice as i made mine. Since what i choose i cant go on any further than what i dream it would be, all i got to say, choose differently la kan? God knows best. So be wise yana -> self comforting. Sound so optimistic pulak.

But hey, that is just my circle of life. Who r you to judge the life i live with kan. Coz my life is not yours.  I dont hope for sad or bad things to happen. But things happen. As much as i hope i can change a lot of things in my life, everything that has happened in the past, stays in the past. I still got a lot of new pages to draw my not-so-artistic-life-picture. (wishing i'll die at an old age la kan)

Sound very refreshing... and promising? he3

14/11/2011 marks the day that i am embracing new things in life.


So, let me be.


Again, feel so refreshing, (altho this week my surgical posting is just a-heart-head-ache! -> urgh cut the mood je =p)



Bye2 lyanabanana. Thanks for those who accidentally follow or read my sampah. I'll be changing site. In case you guys find it, then hola! Otherwise, adios amigos.


Lotsa luvs =)


Last but not least,




My new tunes now *wink

so many ones!

i feel like i've been waiting for this date like for-EVA. I feel like im drowning in my so-high hopes and dreams for something really good to --> really happens. Silly me. Plus --> to be more unfortunate, morning a&e doesnt seems that great at all today. Non stop referral. My foot ache like mad -> wrong choice of shoes. Shud have bought that 289 bucks clarks shoes la. Self-Bday present maybe.

I bet a lot of couple got hitched today. Bleh so jealous! Such a nice date. Plus it's november! I love november. Why couldnt my november be a bit more different this year. Can i...sigh.







I just wanna hold you when the goings tough
I just wanna love you when your not enough
I just wanna give you all that I can give
I do

I just wanna kiss you in the morning sun
I just wanna love you when the day is done
I just wanna hold you just because I can
I do

I just wanna fold you up into my arms
I just wanna listen to your beating heart
I just wanna love you just because
I do

Yeah. Things just feel 100x different when you can just sing your heart out spontaneously....and randomly.






Yeah. Random and awesome!! My new year theme.


*dancing*





beautiful pictures always mesmerizes me.. credits to the editor!

OT was full with all abscess jeeee. Perineal abscess la. Scrotal abscess la. But it ended with the tiny little boy who had to go through laparotomy coz we cant reduce his intussusception. Poor little baby. Macam zombie je assisting.

Post-night OT--> which ended at 7 this morning. Went back home straight with hospital scrub (selamba aku je la curikk ->terlalu mengantuk nk tuka. Esok pulangkanla) and dozeeeeeeeeeeeed off. Didnt get to sleep at all. FIrst time during raya, missed the once a year prayer missed the happy feeling in the morning. Woke up at noon went straight to the kitchen and ateeeeeee like a loooot! Full fat-loaded food lagi. It is not really a bliss. I would not called it as that.

Waaa bykk nye a&e call next weeeekk. Feel like i've worked for agesss. Penattttla. Oh-Dear Allah, let me help my patient.

Anyway, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA.


Lotsa hugs.

.......Hapuskan semua kenangan





One of the song which i just love because of the lyric =)

Ahhh my favorite month of the year. NOVEMBER is like my december. My end of year celebration --> and it's gonna be Awesomeee!!! (pls let it be awesome)







Dont be afraid

i'll be off taking my own sweet time for my sweet november =)

take my picture and make it beautiful