Note to self: In the minutes when you feel so down, weak, on the edge, like your mind body and soul tearing into pieces, losing the courage to go on and feel like you cant do it anymore... the next minute you must take a deep breath, go freshen up, put the pieces back together, tighten in up with an inner strength, and hope and pray...to not lose your way and not to give up.
The best way to instill...fear..no..let it be to instill the strength...and...motivation...and to keep the adrenaline...brain to its maximum functional activity...for;
12-Oct Public Health Essay Written MCQ 13-Oct Psychiatry Written 14-Oct Obs &Gynae Written 15-Oct Obs &Gynae OSCE 19-Oct Paediatrics Written 20-Oct Psychiatry OSCE 21-Oct Psychiatry VIVA 22-Oct Obs &Gynae Clinical VIVA 23-Oct Obs &Gynae Clinical VIVA 27-Oct Paediatrics OSCE 28-Oct Paediatrics Short Cases VIVA 29-Oct Public Health VIVA
Yup apai; To dear brain, "please serve your master well."
Hibernation-mode-activated.
"When the world pushes you to your knees, you are in the perfect position to pray"
All the best class 2010!
p/s: The 'im too dark to shine' said, "we've been thru this many times..but this time we hv each other to go thru this together..." *wink* Perfect bliss.
So Psych exam is over. Now it really is the END of posting with big chunk (a really HUGE one..) of FOUR BLOCK final exam is coming (really really soon)..
In ~ 3 weeks time;
PUBLIC HEALTH OBS & GYNAE PAEDS PSYCH
Written exam. Clinical. Long case. OSCEs. You named it.
There goes my RAye.
PERFECT! *cries*
Anyway.............. dont let it ruins this tiny little happy moment in a medical student's life.
All praises are for you Allah, how I hope that you are there. For sinful though I know I am, your displeasure I can not bear. Never, till this moment, did I realize how much I've strayed. Never, till now, was I more conscious of all those times when I should have prayed. For sins are like heavy baggage, that one carries through Life, the airport. Why didn't I realize sooner, that Earth is but a place of sport?
Ya Allah ! Forgive me. Save me from the fire of Hell. Forgive me as you did my parents, from Jannah though they fell. Ya Allah ! Protect me. From myself for my soul is weak. Let me not falter ever, for Jan'ah is the abode I seek. Ya, Allah! Please help me. For I don't understand and thus, I fear. What happened to all those moments when I never doubted that you were near? My actions once were guided, by my faith which, once, was strong.
Ya Allah! please guide me. What happened, what went wrong? Each footstep that I used to take, I took with you ever near my side. The Qur'an was my faithful companion, Rasulullah my beloved guide. How I yearn for those bygone days Allah, for I know that the day comes near When we'll each receive our just rewards, and Truth will stand sparkling clear. Life is like a spider's web Allah. We get caught in its tricky snare So thoroughly are we disillusioned, time for salat we can not spare. I sit here and I wonder, Ya Allah! Why did I fall so low? What happened to my faith Allah? Where did my Iman go? In this earthly life of ours, so often does sin seem right. Falsehood seems to be the truth, as if days are confused with night. Man is an imperfect creature. And thus, Man shall always wrong.
For the road to Jan'ah is rocky, and the journey seems awfully long. Ya Allah ! Our creator, we are all just peices of clay. Please help us with our steps in life, and let us not lose our way. All praises are for you Allah, I know that you are near. I know that you have read my heart, and my words I know you hear.
p|s: the complete prayer for the one i put at the side.
Even if you are on the right track, you will get run over if you just sit there. ~ WR
So, better get yourself well-prepared. Even when it seems unreal.
Destiny & Fate
On the authority of Abdullah bin Abbas, who said:
One day I was behind the Prophet and he said to me: "Young man, I shall
teach you some words [of advice]: Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will
protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of
you. If you ask, ask of Allah; if you seek help, seek help of Allah.
Know that if the Nation were to gather together to benefit you with
anything, it would benefit you only with something that Allah had
already prescribed for you, and that if they gather together to harm
you with anything, they would harm you only with something Allah had
already prescribed for you. The pens have been lifted and the pages
have dried."
Well, a few minutes break wont do any harm. betul ke.
Anyway kisah benar; betul-betul kisah benar ok; an unbelievable incident happened last 2 days.
Di suatu pagi, tiba-tiba dia terbangun dlm keadaan yg terkejut seolah-olah baru lepas mengalami mimpi yg tersangatla buruk. Dgn hanya berlampukan lampu-lampu bebola yg tidakla seterang mana, dia berkata "aih awal lagi ni nk sahur" Maka, di ketika dia nak sambung tido balik.. bammMM.. terlanggar..silap..terhantuk ke dinding dgn dasyatnya.. sakit tahap melampau sampai hampir menitiskan air mata.. tapi sebab terlalu mengantuk.. tambah dgn kelopak mata yg terlalu berat untuk dibuka..sambungla dia tido dengan rasa darah dalam mulut... mungkin sbb kesan terhantuk td.. tapi masih lagi meneruskan tidonya dgn harapan jgnla bgn jadi raja bersiung pulak bile bangun nnt... sejam seterusnya.. jam biologi kejut untuk sahur seperti biasa... tengok cermin..."cantikkk..." lebam bibir bawah... luka bahagian dalam.. sehari selepas kejadian.."bagus..." jadi ulcer yg sgt menyakitkan.. sampai xleh senyum dgn lebarnya..gelak dgn terbahak-bahaknya...dan mkn dgn gelojohnya..kesian die..sedih..sangat sedih
Kisah benar ok.
[buruknya bahasa..cikgu fauziah..karangan saya tidak mantapp lagi!]
Tp betul la langgar dinding..
bcoz if it really is la kan...Kissing must never be SOO violence!
I must say this.
"Den bukanla jati anak nogri. Den tak lahir kat nogri sembilan. Tapi ayah den org nogri. Ckp bahso nogri. Kampung ket jelobu. Den pun dah tingga ket sombon. Akan slamo eh lah slagi panjang umo jadik org somban. Sangatla gembingo and berbanggo jadik org somban! Mano x eh, donga lagu nih, mano x gembingo hati" [Tulih x samo ngn bercakap. Lantak eh la.]
Syarat-syarat : 1. 'Tag' dijawab dalam Bahasa Melayu sahaja. 2. Tag orang yang telah men'tag' anda 3. Tag orang yg anda mahu tag.
Sila jawab soalan-soalan ini dalam Bahasa Melayu sahaja.
1. Apakah yang anda sedang lakukan 30 minit yang lalu? Gosok gigi, cuci muka
2. 2 jam yang lalu? Tgh mimpi kut
2. Anda suka Makan
3. Minggu lepas Saya balik somban!
4. Tiga lagu yang boleh anda dengar berulang-ulang kali Lagu melayu eh? 1. Lagu kita - Aizat 2. Ternyata Indah - Estrella 3. Sempurna - Andra and the backbone (indon tp ni)
5. 3 binatang yang anda tak suka 1. Lipas 2. Ular 3. Lipan
6. 5 fakta tentang anda 1. Saya pun suka mkn tp x suka masak malina. tp bile mood baik, suka masak juga! 2. Grumpy bile lapa 3. Suka mengemas 4. Menyanyi seperti tiada org yg tgh mendengar 5. Suka berjalan-jalan walaupun tiada tempat tujuan
7. Tahun depan mungkin Setuju! mungkin....mesti... menjadi org yg lebih berguna lagi
8. Saya tak reti MAin game dota (belum lagi)
9. Saya pandai Makan.
10. Kawan saya Ada baik, ada lawak, ada mengada
11. Saya ada ulcer yg sangat menganggu diri saya sekarang!
12. Saya seorang yg sensitif tp buat2 x sensitif...
13. Adik saya sangat mengada.
14. Saya tak pernah bosan dengan (senaraikan 4) 1. Kucing 2. Kucing 3. Membeli belah 4. Makan
15. Bilakah pertama kali anda bercinta? CInta monyet zaman sekolah menengah
16. Perkara yang selalu orang tak percaya tentang anda (tolong..tolong...isi tempat kosong...nk tau jugak)
17. Saya rindu Berjalan-jalan di negara eropah
18. Saya tak sabar NAK BERGRADUASI DGN JAYANYA
19. 5 laman yang anda slalu layari: 1. facebook 2. blog 3. Email 4. Laman web college 5. utube
20. Siapa yang anda mahu tag? 1. Kena tag org yg mengtag balik kan. 2. Kamu yg tengah membaca tag ni.
Saya takla suka sangat lagi ini. tapi bulela layan...janji kita....HAPPYY!
People said that we have choices in our life. True enough, there is always some choices. But what most of us forget and don't understand, when we have to make a choice, but don't make a choice, that is in itself a choice.
Our lives are a sum total of the choices we have made.
YA ALLAH.. "...All praises are for you Allah, how I hope that you are there. For sinful though I know I am, your displeasure I can not bear. Forgive me. Save me from the fire of Hell. Forgive me as you did my parents, from Jan'ah though they fell.
Ya Allah ! Protect me. From myself for my soul is weak. Let me not falter ever, for Jan'ah is the abode I seek.
Ya, Allah! Please help me. For I don't understand and thus, I fear. Please guide me. Each footstep that I used to take, I took with you ever near my side. The Quran was my faithful companion, Rasulullah my beloved guide.
Ya, Allah! For the road to Jan'ah is rocky, and the journey seems awfully long. Please help us with our steps in life, and let us not lose our way. All praises are for you Allah, I know that you are near. I know that you have read my heart, and my words I know you hear.."
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When you feel all alone in this world And there’s nobody to count your tears Just remember, no matter where you are Allah knows
When you carrying a monster load And you wonder how far you can go With every step on that road that you take Allah knows
No matter what, inside or out There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt Allah knows And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth Every star in this whole universe Allah knows
When you find that special someone Feel your whole life has barely begun You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone Allah knows
When you gaze with love in your eyes Catch a glimpse of paradise And you see your child take the first breath of life Allah knows
When you lose someone close to your heart See your whole world fall apart And you try to go on but it seems so hard Allah knows
You see we all have a path to choose Through the valleys and hills we go With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown Allah knows
Every grain of sand, In every desert land, He knows. Every shade of palm, Every closed hand, He knows. Every sparkling tear, On every eyelash, He knows. Every thought I have, And every word I share, He knows. Allah knows.
