Her something

two is better than one

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 12:03:47 GMT

Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one.

To love is easy. I think (sometimes) it is difficult to believe that you are loved. Because, love is not all it takes.

But true enough, love can be the beginning of a lot of good things. And that's the good part of love.�

How can someone be-not-able to fulfill ones' wish before they even know what ones' want?

It takes two to tango. It must be two....not one.

2 more weeks for electives in surgery and then i can really "enjoy" the remaining holiday before the upcoming "fun" of next year...and i wanna say...weeeeeeeee!!!!

Last nite went for a post-bday eat-together with dayah and friend and the teman-tapi-mesra came along. *happy <3

p/s: naneen, mintak izin curik gamba

the imu's': bday girls and boys- dilin, hana, fir,mun, faiz

the jasinian's

ps: pls check out kuihmalaysia.com. Link at the site.

Bleeding love

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 12:12:43 GMT

I think they're kewl... Like really really kewl..

The let-go or bye-bye feeling is never easy..

p/s: If turning back is easy, i'll choose that... I think im bleeding...

Update

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 06:02:47 GMT

I want to update. But my level of thinking now is like wayyyyyy slow. See what almost-4-weeks-holiday has done to my brain. Bad.

Next week ortho ward. The 2nd week of elective in medical was a bit un-productive compared to the 1st week. APart from the prep talk by dr P which was....[stimulating], we shall now MUST keep our brain always-on-the-go.... MUST. RIch dad poor Dad. Ive read it once (which the 'once' feel like ages ago even when im only 24). I love to read those inspiring, motivation book and now i think the only ONE lesson i got out of it is = always look at the positive side of life. BE POSITIVE. I guess, this is one of the things that always keep me going. With His help, im grateful. And I will forever be. The other lesson, i think im just.....L* I sure will regret this, i must be more....free spirit.

IT's nearly december.. End of 2009. How fast time flies and i had to say it has been a great year....of a medical student. Mcm new year entry la pulak. Tp cepat sangatla pulak utk ckp ni. Anyway, since i dont know what's gonna happen this last month of the year, lets hope for a colourful month to end this year.

Im so happy for a friend who's now happily in a 'close-relationship'... the wedding bell is getting louder and louder ehhh.. While for another friend who's more in an 'open relationship', look at it this way, like a friend once said, "opening ur heart too wide will drive people out easily, but open it just enough to let the right person to come in"... I must remember this myself as it applied to me as well.. Sometimes, we dont get what we've been wishing and work for... and it doesnt mean we cannot try to fight for it...He will decide while we work on the rest... I know it is not a nice feeling being uncertain, unsure of what u really feel.. I always say, give it some time. How long i myself dont know.. There are things that we can run away from, but some keep coming, haunting you back.. and believe me, this is not a nice feeling either... But on top it all, mAke a wise decision... Put ur heart and brain together instead of just one of it.. pray for the best of it.. and no matter what the outcome is, keep in mind, it must be for the better. Joy and tears.. love is full with it... it is the adventure that makes one great story.

Im not ready to let go
cause then ill never know, what could be missing...

Watched the movie the other day. And tell u what, my sister has been talking about it since then, one of the best 'teenager' kind of love story she loves best. While i on the other hand..... 'JAcob is HOT!' not six but i think 8 pads body!! *drooools*giggles. I pity him but i had to say im team Edward. People who are meant to be together will always find their way back to each other... kan?

P/s: Not feeling down.. i miss my diary i left in penang

Not-ready

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:13:28 GMT

It's only been 1 year since i last open the oxford clinical medicine book and it feels like..."shooottt, mana pegi sume ilmu2 tue...*cries*..Oh my endocrine, respi, hemato cardio rotation..." Next year ada neuro, rheumato, infectious disease, and nephro pulak... Elective in sg buluh is so-so.. Not that bad.. Dapat jugakla revision dr student uitm yg lagi pandai dari kiteorg time2 skg ni kut.. Cop "final year" tu takde maknanya if u still dont-know-it-all.. Urghh big-time! Tamparan untuk belajar, belajar, belajar...but a lot of people - better enjoy holiday sambil elektif sebab nnt balik penang da nk kena pulun habis-habisan for the remaining 5 months and once you start working, u know how "great" it'll be...so..better plan you holiday and elective properly or else nanti menyesal...!! Or you can really think the other other way round... Either way...*sigh* Another 1 month to go.

p|s: Im supposed to go to dungun today... i almost got to goO....ahH sedih.. i always knew, once u get pass ONE, jangan pandai2 find another... but it wont work if the plan is just not concrete... I never not-hate last minute plan and i never not-hate changing my bunga-bunga plan...ahH sedihH...

Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu

There are things that we will never know or understand, not until we go thru it ourself... But a lot of times, i think, we cannot find the courage to make ourself to go thru 'it'.. and at that point, always, we are stuck to we-will-never-know.

Little Wonders

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 02:02:13 GMT

Let it go,
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in,
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These smal...l hours still remain

Let it slide,
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine
Until you feel it all around you
And i don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain

All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But i can not forget
The way i feel right now

In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away but these small hours
These small hours, still remain,
Still remain
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders still remain

Rainbow day (s)

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 13:06:24 GMT

I guess im gonna post this few hours earlier than the real-B-day-time. As usual, a lot of monologue-ing. Let it be a bit...immature.

OHDEAR, it's good to have the internet back the night before my birthday as the 'kesangapan' without it is at it maximum alrdy. Gile la. It really is a disease in today's world. Quote: Zaman kak shida college dulu xde sangat pun internet2 ni, now kena limit time to go online. U see, it's a disease, not really an addiction. Well, i'd say an addiction is a disease. But anyway, it's a gift that i got it back on tonite. yay!! MAkaseh abg tmnet.

Lets start with this; I first heard the song in 500 days of summer. Ok movie. Cute guy. I dont like the ending though.

	The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition .mp3

	Found at bee mp3 search engine

so stay there
cause i'll be coming over
and while our blood's still young
it's so young, it runs
and won't stop til it's over
won't stop to surrender

a moment, a love
a dream, aloud
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs
(won't stop til it's over)

A birthday is like a New Year to me. Duhh. What i meant is the happy new year kind of feeling instead of +1 to 23 = 24. So, for that, today, tomorrow and the day after i want it to be rainbow days.

My definition of rainbow day; Rainbow day = Happy smiley day.

Um, everyday can be a rainbow day, but u dont get a 24hr rainbow day, i dont. (i can if i want, rite, i should actly).

Anyway, today, I got a freshly home-made rainbow cake for my B-day. Thank u sistah!

with lotsa Luvs!! i lyke!

Tomorrow, a spa treatment..Yay! I soOO HEART my sisterss. Next month, um, is there a rainbow color of handphone (tanda soal) --> Gedik-ness. Thank u ayahanda dan bonda. Handphone ku ini semakin... *menitiskan air mata --> Exaggerating. And the next day.........[fill in the blank dear].

I want to share this video..

The feeling inside it is just....beautiful. kan kan. *AawW

Im releasin my heart
And its feelin amazing
Theres no one else that matters
You love me
And I wont let you fall

Didnt i just said i want it to be a rainbow day today. Okay the reason why stalking is bad; even u thought it is just for fun, it can still turns out real bad. And now it gives me this kinda mixed-messed-up feeling. *sigh. Jealousy is unhealthy. And trust is an easy word to say but to stick it even guna gam gajah, gam kasut gam ape lagi...pun sometimes it just wont stick-perfectly. WhyOHwhy. That is why trust without understanding is just like....garbage. *what a word. Ugh, i gotta to learn to control this kind of feeling...Must.

Enough sigh-ing, it's my BIRTHDAYYY. My 23+1. I am not feeling old (I am not being in-denial). ANd I definitely want to have my rainbowwww days.

Lotsa love and hugs =)

Finally woken

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 12:13:37 GMT

Been watchig grey's anatomy at dayah's place all day and now im overloaded with it

There are things that we can do and can't do. For the things that we can do, do while we still can. And for the things that we can't, we can choose to do it if we want, while we still 'can' not to can't. (Just so that we don't regret 'not' trying)

Holl-idayyy

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 07:27:55 GMT

I wanted to update since daysss ago but too caught up with a lot of other things. HEHE. Currently updating from sis's house since the broadband at home is hampeh-ing itself, with only half-screen laptop while the other half is currently used to watch khalif's racing car show (or else, there's no way im gonna update this blog)

First and foremost....Alhamdulillah... All praise to Allah for u-know-what... Everything.. No word can ever explain how grateful i am.. Alhamdulillah.. And congratulation friends!

So that's end the POP PH rotation. End of Degree Part I. Well, there's another big part coming for the remaining 6-7 months of med-skool. Another torturing hopefully as enjoyable as the POP PH rotation. Seriously, it was a tough with its own ups and downs time, but a really really enjoyable ride, of course with the whole bunch of fun-people around to share the ride.

So now is the elective time a.k.a stress-free-i-wanna-relax-big-time!. I wonder how im gonna go thru this 6-weeks of elective in sg. buloh hospital. Dont ask me why i chose that hosp.

2ndly, the night after we finished the exam, went to Tao-sushi kat autocity juru for some binge-after-exam time. OHMYGOD, there's no way im going to eat with them ever again! Gile giant kut diorg nih! MAkan laju gile...banyak mana tu xyah citerla.. But the food was superb. I dont think we took picture. Apa2 pun berbaloi jugakla 57 hinggit aku. ehehe.

3rdly, went to Teluk bayu to celebrate jibam's birthday.

The once-be tokna's kampung. How i missed the place. Seeing the house that is still there, sadly, it is no longer ours'. Pictures credits to anep and marisa..

Spent the whole morning playing and beach-ing... Whole morning. Okay, these people can really be out-of-control when it comes to games.. galah panjang..baling selipa..bola tampar..soccer...ape lagi...Gile banyak tenaga kut diorg ni...

And not to forget...the water...memang kecut la segala kulit2 yang ada...ehhe

but it was fun!

Super fun!

the sweetest hubby and wife

the sweet

the un-sweetest among the sweetest.. no worries dear.. go up, up and awayyy... egege

3rdly, went for a short trip to LAngkawi with them...

with along tag along,

for her-pinggan-mangkuk shopping spree.. It was indeed a very short trip, 3 days 2 night, but it was super! If only we could add another day, then it'll be just perfect kan korang. We stayed at PAntai Chenang. The beach was nice and clean..

a perfect dating place... uhukkuhukk..*tercekik

took a ride on the cable car,

jump on a very high bridge on top,

with a fascinating view..

The next day, we took the ferry to pulau payar...

for modelling???

for snorkelling...!!! (but there's no way i am fit for this activity, the life-jacket hates me),

and finally shopping at kuah with along. I wish i could join them to hop-on-off island.. and be as fertile as they were now (telan segelen air kt dayang bunting tu kut budak2 nih).. lol..

So this is the short version of my update. I wish i could upload more pictures. Later la kut. But if and only if the internet bekerjasama. Or else, refer facebook je le.. Hopefully they upload it la.

ok, enuf said. HAppy holiday and elective-ing people! ENjoy!

Sekali lagi

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 05:24:02 GMT

Jika hidup harus berputar
Walau sedalam mana hati terluka
Biarlah berputar

a lil bit more. lil bit

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 10:54:45 GMT

Okay. im tired. No, my brain is tired.. that is for sure. Ya Allah, please instill the poor brain more strength to go thru these few days. Few more days. OHMYGOD. Pediatrics. Please, please let the love for those sweet-little-innocent-makhluk-kecil-smiles makes me love the subject more. Must put my heart into it. Must! Must!

Simple. Happy. Full of life...and dance-able. The 'rich' at heart will always brings great joy.

p|s: The fallen will get revenge with great joy. Mesti!